The past few days have been tough. I've been really taking what I wrote about coming out of hiding serious and I've taken some steps to get the help I need to become healthier: Physically, mentally, and spiritually. Its not going to be easy and might get harder before it gets better but I have faith that God has it all planned out and will lead me through if I trust Him.
When the times get hard all I have to do is look at the 4 blessings that surround me every day. Its overwhelming to think about. James 1:17 says "Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like the shifting shadows." My wonderful husband and three amazing boys are my good and perfect gifts directly from my Father. I don't know why He thinks I deserve them, I rarely feel like I can be the wife and mom that they deserve. But I'm trusting Him and enjoying this journey, with all the ups and downs. They are my heart and my reason for being here.
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