February 9, 2010

Such a time as this....

My Bible Study just went through a study on Ruth and Esther. Great books about some real (not perfect) special women in history. I learned a lot and really enjoyed this study. On one of the last days of Esther a woman spoke about her life and talked about how everyone goes through hard times in their lives. Right now my family is going through some stuff. It hit us a couple weeks ago and I pretty much had to step back from my "life" for a week, call for prayer from close friends and family, and really focus my heart and thoughts toward God. It was one of the hardest weeks of my life in a looong time. I'm not really able to go into details of the situation and I wish I could say that its all over right now but its not. The worse might be yet to come. For those who know please keep praying :) thanks! The woman who spoke at church played a song that felt like it was played just for me and my family during this time. I had tears in my eyes and everytime I listen to this song it brings me to tears. Despite the chaos and hard stuff going on, stuff we know about and stuff we don't yet know about, there is a sort of peace in my heart that can only be from God.

This song is by Sanctus Real called Whatever You're Doing....



It's time for healing time to move on
It's time to fix what's been broken too long
Time make right what has been wrong
It's time to find my way to where I belong
There's a wave that's crashing over me
All I can do is surrender

(Chorus)
Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos somehow there's peace
It's hard to surrender to what I can't see
but I'm giving in to something heavenly

Time for a milestone
Time to begin again
Revaluate who I really am
Am I doing everything to follow your will
or just climbing aimlessly over these hills
So show me what it is you want from me
I give everything I surrender...
To...

(Chorus)

Time to face up
Clean this old house
Time to breathe in and let everything out
That I've wanted to say for so many years
Time to to release all my held back tears

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but I believe
You're up to something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly

Whatever you're doing inside of me
It feels like chaos but now I can see
This something bigger than me
Larger than life something heavenly
Something heavenly

It's time to face up
Clean this old house
Time breathe in and let everything out

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